Posts Tagged ‘jesus’

you chose the cross.

April 3, 2010 Leave a comment

Happy Easter. 🙂 xx

You chose the cross with every breath
The perfect life, The perfect death
You chose the cross
A crown of thorns you wore for us
And crowned us with eternal life
You chose the cross
And though your soul was overwhelmed with pain
Obedient to death You overcame

I’m Lost in wonder
I’m lost in love
I’m lost in praise forevermore
Because of Jesus’ unfailing love
I am forgiven
I am restored

You loosed the chords of sinfulness
And broke the chains of my disgrace
You chose the cross
Up from the grave victorious
You rose again so glorious
You chose the cross
The sorrow that surrounded you was mine
“Yet not my will but yours be done” You cried

(Lyrics…Martin Layzell- Lost in Wonder)

the kingdom, it tapped me on the shoulder.

August 28, 2009 Leave a comment

The next part of our pilgrimage to the Holy Land was very, very busy before having a day of rest which was very much appreciated! We got up early so we could sail across the sea of Galilee. The boat was very fun; having the Scottish national anthem played for us, even if we were not the most enthusiastic of Scots when it came to singing! When we were sailing across it was so, so peaceful, calm and quiet. The boat stopped half way through the trip across the sea for worship. Whilst I do not think you need specific places to worship and be still, the atmosphere was incredible. After some hilarious, old school, childrens’ songs going through my head about Peter and fishes, it was good to be still and think about the stories those apparently silly songs tell and what message they give to us. After singing “Will you come and follow me”, our boat journey continued to the other side of the shore, near Capernaum. Upon reaching the other side we went to see the “Jesus boat”; a boat pulled up from the sea recently which they think is able to give us an idea of the kind of boat Jesus would have used during his time.

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As we continued that day we got a chance to go to the Church of the Beatitudes, the church of the multiplication, the church of St Peter’s Primacy and then Capernaum where we saw Peter’s mother in law’s house and the church that is built above it. (bit weird!) We did lots of singing in these places which really helps focus your mind on where you are what stories we have heard about these places! One of my favourite moments of the trip was when we went down to the shore of Galilee after being in St Peter’s Primacy and sharing bread and wine together. What a location! As we travelled to these places throughout the day I was constantly aware of the water around us and could not stop looking out over it so it was amazing to sit, all together, looking out over this beautiful setting and worship together, and share the bread and wine. Some of us also went down to the water and had a wee paddle!

We were very busy that day, and it was incredibly hot and it was an amazing day but it was good to have the next day free of anything programmed. I spent a lot of time sitting on the swing at the hotel in Tiberias, once again looking out over that beautiful water, either talking to people, or just sitting and even meeting a wee bird called Geoffrey. It was good to have space to think about what we had seen in Tiberias and if our images of Jesus had been transfigured from when we first arrived. It was also good to have that time before moving on to Jerusalem where it was so much busier. It was clear that we were not just here to see the Holy Sites, we were there to encounter the people there and Jesus, and his intentions when he was in these places. Trying to connect the stories of Jesus to the Israel we were in, in the present day, was something I didn’t expect from the trip but was one of the most moving experiences of the trip and one of the most important things I took away from the whole thing.

view from scot's hotel swing


That shall end the Tiberias chat and I shall come back and talk about Jerusalem at some point.

…on the road you chose.

August 21, 2009 Leave a comment

After visiting Mount Tabor we were really encouraged to think about the transfiguration story and try and relate it to our journey to the Holy Land. We thought about how the trip was going to change, transfigure, the images we already held of Jesus. For me, my whole idea of who Jesus is and what he did and what he means to people has totally changed. I will talk about how it has changed later on but that was the constant thought process throughout the journey for me and one of the most important things I took away from the trip.

The next stop on the pilgrimage was to the Nazareth Village. If you haven’t heard of it, it re-creates a Galilean village as it was 2000 years ago. It’s a very odd experience walking around first century Nazareth and as you look over the walls of the enclosed village you can see the contrasting Nazareth of today. The walk takes you through a farm, a wine press, and past a donkey pulling a plow (hurray!). This was to give us an idea of the environment Jesus would have began his ministry in. We were led through the village, rather quickly, hearing first century stories about first century people, the “living stones”. I found it a bit tricky in that I found it very touristy, which I guess it has to be to have the appeal of going, and I also kept wanting to peer over the wall and view modern day Nazareth and see what was going on. It was very cool to see all the first century people and the first century lunch was amaaazing. I loved it when we were all sitting around the same table with a first century background. I like to think Jesus would have enjoyed the chat.

nazareth village donkey!

nazareth lunch

Later on, in the same day we visited one of about forty “unrecognised villages” in Israel. These are villages that are not recognised by the State, government, of Israel. I won’t go very deep into the history of these villages, because I am definitely not the best person to tell you so you should look it up and read all about it- and you definitely should. But briefly, it goes back to when Israel became an independent state and many people were forced out of their land. These people now live in these villages where there are very little amenities provided to them. We did not spend a great deal of time in the village and we did not see very much of it but we heard a great deal about the lives lived by the people there. We were greeted by two beautiful men, whose names I forget, who lived in the village. They called themselves “brothers” as they were breast fed by the same woman. One was a Christian and one was a Muslim and they told us lots of stories and it was so clear how close they were, they were family. It was such an inspiration that even through their struggles, they could rely on each other so fully despite their religious differences. I wish the whole world could have seen these two men and seen the love! From visiting the village and hearing the stories about how these people have been treated by the Israeli government makes it very easy to become angry and want to do something about it. Something that really got to me was how peaceful these people were. They still wanted to part of an Israel that has rejected them and cut them off. They longed for acceptance by them. It really made me think about how I, and other people, would react in such a situation?

Later on in the evening when we were back at the hotel we were having a lot of chat in wee groups of people and my group were talking about how easy it was to become angry with this particular situation. It’s very easy to pick it out because we have seen it but there are situations like this all over the world, there are much worse situations right on our doorstep. It’s hard to know what we can actually DO to make a meaningful difference to so many lives. It’s a bit overwhelming.

We were talking about the story of the good samaritan, one of the stories Jesus told and we were trying to relate it to the Israel of today and this tied in perfectly with the trip to the village we had experienced earlier on. It triggered off a lot of thoughtage… who is being the good samaritan to these people? We heard about organisations that were set up to help these people and provide for them. What could we do to help? Jesus told us the story of the good samaritan, giving us a huuuge message. He sought out the outcast people, he helped them. He would have sought out THESE people in the villages. It’s easy to feel helpless against government but what we, as pilgrims, can do is tell people what we have seen, what we have heard; tell people of our journey. People need to be aware of situations before anything can change. It’s all easier said than done, and it’s a very tricky situation and my head cannot so much deal with it.

It was good to go to bed that day.


December 27, 2008 Leave a comment

Happy Christmas!

I’m currently sitting listening to Josh Groban presenting a show on Radio Two full of Disney music and I actually cannot stop smiling. I thought that I had maybe got over the Disney joy but it seems that it never leaves you, especially when some of my favourite voices are singing the songs. I had also spent this morning watching a three tenors dvd which was beautiful and my love for Plácido Domingo continues to increase. As you can see I have had a productive day. I was meant to do other things but seem to have been hit by the cold like everyone else despite my attempts to avoid it with masks, scarves and herbal juice ( I wish I was joking!).

Christmas Eve was lovely apart from the getting up at 6am part! My father and I got up and did shopping and despite getting a row for buying mass amounts of sprouts it was really very fun and we had yummy breakfast as well. We saw so many people about that we knew so it took much longer than it should have but was fun. Loving the smallness of Dundee! In the afternoon we went and put a wreath by my Grandad’s grave which was really hard; this was the first Christmas without him and everyone seemed slightly on edge about it all but we had a really fun car trip talking about silly little things like all his jokes and inappropriate, hilarious chat. We all miss him but I’m so glad we were able to talk and laugh about our happy memories of him.
I couldn’t go to the Christingle service, because of work, this year, which made me very, very sad as it is usually super. I did however, go to the Watchnight service which I love also. There was a lot of time for reflecting about how Christmas should be unique, authentic and maybe we have got into a routine with it all that is preventing genuine celebration. I love Christmas carols and I change what my favourite one is each time I sing a different one. I have now concluded that I don’t in fact have a favourite one, and that is ok.

Christmas Day was super. We got up quite early which was new, walked the dog and then my Mum and I went to church. In the afternoon I went to work and served a lot of turkey! I don’t understand but I really do love working on Christmas Day. It’s just really nice being around strangers and having Christmassy chat with them and then also being around your work friends and everyone being in a, usually, good mood. I love it. I love Christmas Day so much; no matter what people believe there is always going to be something special about the day that cannot be taken away and it’s really amazing to share that your family, friends and strangers. That sounds very cheesy…mmm. Oh well.

Then let us all with one accord
Sing praises to our Heavenly Lord
That hath made Heaven and earth of nought
And with his blood mankind hath bought
Nowell, Nowell, Nowell, Nowell,
born is the King of Israel.